So after 10 years I get frozen out
Anyways,
to those that new me as MDK, KDM, and another long lost username "HK" "Hunter Killer" all movie references either to Terminator or Demolition Man. I have over 10 years worth of good history on this game. After 10 years, I find that because of one particularly toxic community member I get frozen out of the game and I'm not even talking about Antihippy I let that one go a long time ago.
Burp's excuse is "the community is too small to have this drama" but at the same time Burp's answer is allows said person [redacted] to act as a pseudomoderator and block a whole list of other people including Dynamical while offsiding other people like Ggeorge and many others with his toxic behavior.
And now? Because I tell Andu what I think about this whole situation in an uncensored format he freezes me out of his room also.
I get told it's a personal choice when it comes to them, and at the same time the community is too small as it is when it comes to me. Which one is it, duplicitous much?
I hope the next person who runs into this learns how toxic all off this actually is.
Loura
Smarmy
Byrdx
Ggeorge
AC6
Kraut
SysError26
Worschtweck
Spiriter
iKernel
Dynamical
GlowingLeaf
L29Ah (sorry if I got that wrong)
Plarf
Schrottie
and many others...
You are all cool to me, and you will be missed, but this place just isn't a place I feel comfortable anymore. It's a sad and confusing day.
Also, Andu you're very wrong about this, but I also won't be reading any replies here, or replying to this thread to you on the basis of today either.
Nemo, Sheepluva, Uncor etc, I just don't understand. How many games over the years, my greatest congratulations and wishes of success for building this community but to freeze out a well respected member of your community over a long standing behavior where I've tried to build a bridge repeatedly with said toxic person.
I really don't know... And yes Burp when you decided to hop in to a room and censure me (without me realising you were a mod/admin) well, I said what I said because I meant it about said person and you took his side, that's the other half. Those that know me know that's not who I am.
Everyone else, feel free to slander me all you like.
Goodbye, once I hit the logout button you won't see me here again. It was fun while it lasted. You want to upset a soft hearted person and make them cry, fait accompli.
As to Burp telling me to grow up? I wanted to be banned so that I don't rethink this one day and ever decide to come back, thanks for helping me achieve that. I win both ways.
In case anyone is wondering what this is about, MDK got a few hours ban for:
* filling the dev channel with pages of cursing/insults (go use PM if you want to fight with other users)
* spamming and cursing devs on the main lobby chat after being kicked from the dev channel
Their decisions are their own, but it's not like appropriate behaviour has been unclear.
Oh... and the ban was extended from one hour to a few more after they rejoined after the initial kicks and started up again.
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Oh, what the heck. 1PLXzL1CBUD1kdEWqMrwNUfGrGiirV1WpH <= tip a hedgewars dev
To MDK and anyone else thinking that way: The solution is to open your own room, then you can block whoever you want from joining. If you made enemies with a larger number of players, and they don't want to play anymore with you: that's on you.
The solution is not to spam abusive language, and this has nothing to do with censorship. When you join the public server it also asks you to "keep language suitable for children within the public areas of the server".
I also want to make clear: There is no preferential treatment, anyone showing the behavior you did would get (temporarily) kicked. If there are reports about abusive behavior, by whoever, we will check.
Isn't the topic starter naming and shaming people? That's illegal and a low even for my temper/trigger issues.
In case anyone is wondering there are almost always 5 sides to every story Nemo... The people, the fourth estate, the judge, the jury, and any lawyers involved, so I'm calling bullshit:
I only bothered to reply here because now the mods/admins here are acting as LARPing Sea Lions.
You're not saying what I did, you're just projecting what you want to hear which is what narcissists like to do with out understanding that I wanted the reaction and I don't give a fuck anymore.
If you ask AC6 you will see him reflect on:
"Don't get banned for this."
I'm sorry AC. I really like you as a person AC, it's not that issue, heartfelt, inspite of the many air conditioner jokes over the years. However I want to be banned, and I said words to the effect in the in game chat.
At a certain point you know what? You just realise you don't give a fuck anymore and say what needs to be said. In International Relations "war game" theory from a realists perspective it's called "pressing the red button" or going thermonuclear...
It's almost always not the best option but sometimes you just reach the point of "I don't give a fuck" and when Burp aligned wih Steppe as his flying monkey that's where I reached for the "I don't give a fuck anymore" button...
A more heartfelt response/thought process could have been "why did this person create that room this way, and what are they trying to actually say?" But Burp's mind doesn't work like that because he's too much of an idiotka...
I didn't make enemies with Andu he literally just turned around and said because I didn't respect Steppe's reasons for blocking me, he was going to block me also.
Yes I also said Steppe likes to eat his own shit, and words to those effects. That's because I've tried to build a bridge with Steppe on multiple ocassions and realise how fucked up his personality traits are and can't deal with them anymore.
I really can't due to a previous series of trauma related issues myself.
In actuality, if anyone's wondering a lot of people think Steppe is an antisocial cunt, it's just that I'm the one in the room that is willing to say it after seeing one to many cunts in this world.
and what you're doing now by teaming is a form of abuse that is called acting like a LARPing Sea Lion and reactive abuse which I'd expect no less from power hungry idiotkas of admins.
Ban me for good that's what I wanted from this. I've gotten used to this. If you want to label me as a black sheep then I will wear the wool for fun. Too much reactive abuse teaches the traumatised person how to wear the black wool when they need to. See that's the issue I know what's going on with me right now... I know I'm being reactive.
I like this reactive state right now. It's uncomfortable, it gives me anxiety, it makes me relive trauma that is ingrained in my body but I like it none the less because it's fucking right and I'm not going to be shit on again.
Idiotka admins on the other hand, they're fucking clueless, and that's after numerous good hearted conversations with Uncor and Nemo over the years... The amount of times I've reached out to Uncor, Nemo and Sheepluva to come join a game to see whether I could get them out of the funk of lack of development and actually talk to them as humans shows a genuinely compassionate human response, to a point...
It just goes to show how black and white their thinking is, and how I've gone through umpteen shades of grey to call Nemo a two faced cunt of an idiotka who will throw one person under the bus to not have to deal with a much larger issue.
It always is the easiest option right?, I mean in this sense, to triangulate what you "think" the problem is, rather than sitting down and asking "why" the problem is happening, "what could I be doing differently" and "how this is affecting the community as a whole..." Then realising that the problem may be bigger than just one user. But to you like every other idiotka Nemo it's easier to grab the low hanging fruit then stop the cancer spreading elsewhere.
I mean when the drama triangle happens the easiest place to be is in the centre. That's right, I do know better. You just reach a point in your life where you don't want to be in the centre, you want to see what the edge of the tornado is about. I want to feel the winds of change by blowing this shit up.
However, I find out that the idiotka admins/mods here are a bunch of LARPing (Live Action Role Play) sea lions who will sit in the middle and project what they think happened without knowing the whole picture...
Alternatively, you could have asked how long this drama has drawn out and why every other person hates Steppe's clique behavior.
Yeah, whoops, the first time when this happened I didn't realise Burp was a moderator and said words to the effect of:
"You're not a mod here"
and rightfully I got kicked...
I own that, and pushed a boundary I shouldn't have. Fair is fair. I even laughed at myself and created a room called:
"I eat my own shit" just to prove that I could be humble about it.
Fool me twice though? I will realise that you're BOTH projecting IDIOTKA narcissist power drunk admins/mods which I should have expected as that's what generally happens in admin/moderator circle jerking cum sessions.
A fair percentage of admins ARE narcissists, or have highly narcissistic personality tendencies because they like the tiny bit of power that goes to their head. vs. Me that never really wants it, but sometimes wears the poisoned thorns because it's necessary.
Please feel free to permanently ban me I don't give a flying fuck... IT'S WHAT I WANT YOU DUMB FUCKS!
IDIOTKAS
And by the way I don't live in the EU so good luck prosecuting me.
Dipshit thinks you can get an extradition order to where?
I thought this team was based in Russia or somewhere in Eastern Europe, good luck getting compliance with that from a Western country.
If you call me out at least ask why or I'll just wool up and wear the black sheep fleece. I'm used to it.
I've been around enough narcissists in my life though to know about LARPing Sea Lions. I see you triangulating me, I don't give a fuck. I'm practically immune to it by now.
You know what, as to Steppe I also WANTED to have that discussion in public, as I would on the street. Instead I got hurled a bunch of projective vomit from Steppe in DMs. Meanwhile...
Nemo lies through his teeth while he said directly to take it to DMs if you have a problem.
No, real people don't hide behind closed doors. That's what covert narcissists do.
I say what I say, and given you weren't half way around the world, or don't want to pay for a plane ticket, or understandably don't want to give me your address so I can pay to say what I feel, this is the closest I'll come to ever saying it to your face.
That isn't a threat, it's just me saying I'd say exactly the same thing in the street you fucking stupid idiotka.
You have a lot of phantasy for someone who claimed to be Australian in the past, fills the space with polish swearing now and essentially shares the twisted message of AC, with all the same creative bending of facts. Not sure what the enitre point is, if you have one, let us know. The last times we played many months ago you did nothing but behave insulting and abusive, hence you're still on ignore as there was no reason or chance to change. Then you got nothing better to do than asking me to remove the ignore as it interferes with your interactions on the public server, only to quickly jump to constantly insulting me about every single day straight and blame me for things I didn't actually do. Then, I let other people know my point of view, you yourself start insulting almost everyone apparently and including the admins, and now throw a public tantrum because you are being held responsible for your actions. Initially, I considered to remove the ignore on you as I gave you the credit of being a honest person with personal issues, but maybe I'll rather leave my ignores just as they are, and fully enjoy excluding your type of character from my Hedgewars experience as possible. Good luck, creative lonely guy, let me know if you ever try to change.
I love the fact that you're projecting, I'm using Eastern European words because I have an extensive vocabulary and it's the most appropriate word given the context that the vast majority of people involved in the development of Hedgewars are Eastern Europeans.
You live in a fantasy world where your bedroom is your life... I get that.
I didn't twist a single word AC said about the matter either...
I didn't insult you nor am I abusive towards you, in fact I've tried to be playful to you and introduce a sense of humor which I've been met with nothing but hostility every time I interact with you as a person.
You know, the generally socially normative thing if you are trying to endear yourself on someone or something is to try to be playful... So I guess our sense of humor doesn't meet and then you insult me because I make some other choice to eat meat on multiple occasions... well OK? Seems self defeating to me Steppe.
I'm sorry you've never gelled with my sense of humor or flippancy but the way you take offense to it is off the scales ridiculous and that's your fault not mine.
The fact that you need to block someone rather than interact with someone shows how shallow minded you are and what an echo chamber you live in especially about veganism and your tastes in music.
You're spewing nothing but projectile vomit and as per usual giving off future serial killer vibes. But that's normal for you Steppe.
You're insinuating I don't live in Australia, fucking lol, all an admin would have to do is geolocate my IP to find that's the facts.
The thing with true narcissists is that they're not even good at lying, but the truth doesn't even have a chance to get its pants on before your bullshit spreads three quarters of the way around the world.
So? The natural response? that's right, after trying umpteen different ways to interact with you is simply to speak English and to to politely explain something:
Garson Steppe? Knock knock...
MDK: Go fuck yourself...
I initially tried to get in touch with an admin about your weird and wonderful behavior. Nemo called that spam. I @ (at) a bunch of admins because you can never tell who is actually online and not AFK these days. It gets twisted into "spam." See that's the 5 factors of perspective I talked about above.
The truth is no one on that server other than antihippy and yourself have ever had a problem with me and in fact out of the both of you, you both have two of the most abrasive personality types on that server.
You also managed to offside Dynamical for whatever reason and Ggeorge, I have little birds that talk to me about you all the time... God you speak a lot of shit and project vitriol... but don't have a leg in life, and from what I gather of your life are still living somewhere close to your mothers basement, if not disability housing, something to that affect while I independently look after myself taking into account of my deficits. You sit here and project vitriol... It's disgusting.
The problem with real narcissists is that you're so good at projecting the victim card that someone will actually believe you while the truth is you're actually a fuckwit with very little real world connection with the world.
I don't need to be here which is why I asked to blow this shit up you idiotka...
Of course, the admins won't comply yet, but hey, I'll just sunset myself because I'm sick of your fuckwittery and just delete the app instead.
If I asked you what Worschtweck, and Byrdx, etc think of you they would also tell me the same thing that they're sick of you playing faux moderator and running to the admins when you have a problem. How you managed to piss off Dynamical? God only knows, but I know you manged to do that also, when he's never had a problem with anyone on the server.
When I tell you to go and eat shit that's exactly what I mean. Maybe that would have some health effects for your vegan diet.
You're toxic as fuck. It really is the truth. The problem is that you're too shallow and superficial to see why you're toxic.
It actually makes me angry to talk like this, which is a normal response, I don't get enjoyment out of doing this, which is also a normal sign. You on the other hand feed on your self obsessive self loathing behavior.
Everything you say is a projection and how do I know this? I've lived around toxic people enough in my life to spot them a mile away...
It's fucking insipid how toxic you are.
What's more, in the long run, nothing you've spewed out here makes sense to anyone except your own head.
Keep projecting.
Great phantasy. You must be an author of unseccesfull science-fiction novels. However, I don't care what you or anyone feels entitled to judge about anyone, wether it's about others or myself. I play Hedgewars as a fun casual game, and when someone tries to destroy that they land on ignore. Easy as that. For everything else, not sure what your problem is. If you can't tolerate when someone decides who he wants to communicate with and who not, then that's your problem, not mine or anyone else's. Good luck coping with your struggles, I'm sorry you are feeling this bad you need behave the way you do.
"I don't care..."
Fucking LARPing idiotka
You do care, that's just the perfect rebuttal in your head...
Narcissistic rebuttal much? The narcissist doesn't care after gaslighting abuse of others, making others tolerate your abuse about your stance on veganism, music, whatever the fuck the case my be.
The thing is, you do care, but as per typical narcissism all a narcissistic persin cares about in this sense is the mask that they're putting up to protect their wounded ego.
Mask harder Steppe.
You know what you're trying to do and what you want the end result to be so you do care.
You also know that the effects of deflecting this is an aim to hurt another person so the net result is that you do actually care... in a way... which is fucking ironic because you're talking to a person with a degree in sociology and education, which might be me saying too much, however, but, it's insightful that I might be able to put a finger on what your behavior says.
My "end result" one way or another isn't you, I just want to be banned from this shit hole.
Your end result is to deflect from the fact that you're a covert narcissist with a wounded ego that wants the sympathy card, and will run to others to make it happen.
Prime example of an idiotka. Keep pushing it off while claiming "I'm the crazy one" and maybe one day someone will believe you.
Right now I'm just burning the house down because I don't want to be here anymore. The people who know me will know my truth and that's all I need to know.
The thing is you stupid idiotka is that you only care about protecting your wounded ego, you don't give a shit about stepping on other people's values to protect that.
I see you... Just make sure when you walk out one day with a mask on pretending to be the next serial killer in your novela that you think twice before you injure someone with your behavior.
The insane "gaslighting" of not being happy about "humour" focusing on feces and under level insults, until deciding to not put up with that any longer. Shocking, indeed. You know very well I'm always good for a reasonable chat with normal people, not sure why you take such an issue with people not wanting to put up with extra primitive slurring - excuse me, "joking" - from your side. I have no plans of changing my "toxic" relationship to that either. If you think being extra primitive and verbally abusive is funny, well, some people might not agree, and I'm one of them. If that's a shock to you because of the cut communication to you from my or anyone else's side, well, you know what to change about yourself.
See the problem with narcissists is also faulty memory. You actually believe your version of events because of your conditions.
The insane part where I want to deliberately piss off a moderator, and you along the way to get banned? I remember telling you to eat shit and while it's not the right thing to do I'm also completely apathetic about it because you're underlying behaviors have driven me to the point to not give a fuck. "Eat shit" is a fairly common metaphor for a pejorative in English by the way.
You do impress me that you have a fluent understanding of more than one language, but, I thought I'd impress upon you that it's purely a metaphor, although the value of a pill containing your own shit has been studied in medicine and is an entertaining pretext for something that might improve your diet and gut health.
Yeah, I digress, there isn't much insane about "hitting the red button" it's actually kinda studied for what the final outcome is with what's going on with Russia, North Korea and China right now. That's just hitting the "I don't give a fuck about the consequences of interacting with you anymore" button. It's almost never the right option because it alienates me from people who I would otherwise call friends...
However, when even the admins here are a bunch of fucking idiotkas who will back up your toxic behavior the best thing, like a bandaid sometimes, is to rip it off even if it means blood will spurt out everywhere for a while.
There is a point in every person's life where we're tempted to hit the "red button" for me after years worth of your toxic behavior this is it.
No actually Steppe I know the exact opposite "to your innocent sweet as pie" damsel in distress mask, and so do 90% of the people in the list I mentioned above. I know the people who don't agree with your world view lead you to getting strung out. I know the people who talk to me about it and how difficult is to interact with you...
I also know how incredibly sad you are about your life, I know all of this. I know it because I'm a perceptive person that sees people's authentic self because it was once a defense mechanism for me to have to be that perceptive.
I also know I tried (and failed) because I'm human to tease out wherever the normal person was inside of you through multiple different pathways but ultimately failed and that's OK because humans fail from time to time. Where it not that we were carved in the image of "god" but not "god" it'd teach us about human salability and I'm not even anything more than a cultural Christian due to force of habit of thousands of years where Constantinople was the capital of the known world to Europeans, and that, that same blood runs through my veins.
By the way, you never explained how you managed to piss off George or Dynamical yet.
I want to hear that sory please.
"The sweet as pie" mask isn't working on me anymore.
Humans don't have to like each other and I don't like you or the way you're using a narcisistic mask to make the entire environment in that game toxic through your WEIRD AS FUCK ego trip of running off to Burp rather than fighting your own battles.
Irony, wanting to help someone also at one point moderate themselves to the point where they may understand there ARE other world views.
The sad fact is I failed with you Steppe and it wasn't for the lack of wanting to try. The honest point here is that there was a point where I did want to try because of my own trauma history where I have a habit of picking up other black sheep I want to pick up and paint rainbow colours like that map in hedgewars, but that's never gonna happen because I can't find the right buttons to press to get through to you.
Whatever you say, buddy. Whatever you say. Life must be tough for you. I don't have the energy to entertain you as much as you try to force me into again. Good luck, be well. And make your life more fun than this, this isn't worth it, you're putting me over your own wellbeing for some reason I don't or don't want to understand. Don't do that, please.
I'm not forcing you anything idiotka you're the one that's replying. Feigning sympathy is also highly narcissistic. Please feel free to shut up.
dang
true hedgecel
please feel free to ignore this because it's pure bullshit.
i dont know man, im just looking for people to play haha
true hedgecel
I don't know man, I'm just stating the truth. You can see the difference in the level of context and where I admitted I did wrong, and what the supposed spam was about.
This game, in terms of development, is somewhat dead. I pressed the at (@) symbol to see if any of the mods/admins were awake.
My bad, I already accidentally pissed Burp off because I didn't recognise him, I'm used to seeing Nemo, Uncor, and Sheepluva so when this Burp guys comes in and says "it's probably not a good idea to have a room named Steppenwolf eats his own shit" I didn't realise what position he was coming from in terms of authority, otherwise I would have listened.
As to the @ I was simply trying to get the attention initially of any admin that was on to see through this bullshit and come up with a more reasonable solution.
I went through umpteen levels of grey and tried to work Steppe out so I could talk to him.
Steppe doesn't want to talk, Steppe wants to be an antisocial preachy veganist, who pushes his own agenda on music, god help me if I make a reference to a cultural trop he doesn't like
Steppenwolf is a dickhead and won't own it. This is why I've had enough with this game.
Even if I were a vegan the best path is the path of self choice and least resistance. Not yelling at people that "meat is murder" and that "milk has puss in it."
Overly exaggerated statements about things humans have done for 10s of thousands of years are more likely to alienate people than win you brownie points.
Even if there is an element of truth to it which there is, I'm just going to say fuck you instead for preaching to me. I will make my own mind up in my own time...
The above in itself is primarily how it got to this point between me and Steppe.
Shrug. I happen to have interests of my own, and I don't see how anyone takes harm from reading basics about veganism, or about whatever music gear I currently admire or my relative joy of randomly living in a social democracy instead of some of the alternative oddities going on in the world. Accordingly, my room and team names will always somehow reflect that, as I have a lot of time and reason to wonder about those things, and don't see why anyone would find a reason to be this offended about topics of personal interest not being anyone's business but mine or your individual choices or chances of luck each. If someone loving a lifestyle not being yours and not actually touching you in any way either offends you this much, I really can't help you. What's next, getting mad at people having another favourite colour or another job than you do? Mad. Equally unsure what benefit you actually have from hating on people and things this much, you're wasting your own energy more than mine.
Long story short: relax, my life isn't about you, my interests are my own thing and not aimed at you or anyone else in person. Don't be vegan, take a rocket to build a house on the moon, whatever. I just really like the idea of simply making life nicer by actually causing less harm, you are not required to agree or disagree in first place.
Hope this helps your case a little, you're free.
See but the problem is you remind me exactly of my own brother and I've told you that before. You say you keep to your own bu you never do.
Wherever it is you go you're pushing that agenda and if I maybe am doing something, I try to use a bit of banter or Australianisms to drag you down and more towards the cenre
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tall_poppy_syndrome
You have your own mind and live entirely inside an echo chamber, and then when you're pissed off I'm sick of the way you alienate people and I make a room about that you go and cry to Burp.
Almost no one I interact with has a problem with me, and just sees me as a funny person who tries to take life less seriously because I've seen a lot of shit.
You and Antihippy are the two I can never get to and that's fine the world isn't going to let everyone like you. I understand that.
But as a Greek Australian I should remind you, the Greek Mafia aka Godfathers of the night don't appreciate basic breaches in Omerta and snitching rather than dealing with your own problems like a man is exacly that.
Snitches get what is coming to them in the end... and that is not a threat, but karma is going to bite you in the arse one day Steppe and you're not gonna like the consequences. When you poke an actual bear, and then run to the cops, in real life, maybe you won't actually be protected from your own stupidity next time.
Everything here is a projection, you do get mad at people who like colours other than veganism.
I have energy to waste right now.
I actually would take a rocket to go live on the moon, at a different point of my life, my life just segued this way instead... and you've not only annoyed me but a bunch of other people in the process.
You might think you're funny deflecting now, but it will catch up to you one day. In the mean time I've deleted this game so I have no intention of coming back.
But hey, right another essay how you're such a perfect, misunderstood soul, maybe someone will read it and believe it.
I certainly don't nor do a lot of people on Hedgewars.
Meanwhile you still won't say why you blocked Dynamical, or yelled at Ggeorge about whatever it was. How you can piss off Dynamical is something I won't ever understand, Ggeorge is about as blunt as it comes, he doesn't like you in any way.
What did you do to piss them off?
I am fully qualified in International Relations. One of my games in life is working out why things don't add up and I'm going to be really blunt with you.
Everything you say is full of shit and nothing you say adds up.
You know what the number one place people with International Relations degrees go are apart from diplomats and the government? The federal police and military.
When a potential person who has done enough training to apply for a job as a federal police officer tells you you're full of shit you should take it that something smells like shit.
You actually give off the vibes of a future serial killer. I hope I;m wrong. But when an IR person has a bone to scratch with what's wrong with a person they're generally not far from the truth.
"Everything here is a projection" and "I have energy to waste right now." That's absolutely correct about you. Maybe find a hobby, read books write books or something. Would help with your "idiotka" greek australian traumatized issues. More than trying to force a conversation by being constantly insulting and lying. Good luck with that, mafia godfather guy.
You just don't shut up do you? Do you even understand the concept of a narcissistic mirror? Aint gonna stoop to being you or doing what you do... "Mr. Nice guy," "damsel in distress." I'm just attacking you because veganism...
Nah Steppe, dig deeper, it's OK to be a vegan and like shit, and collect guitars. Your energy is so toxic though you're beyond my level of help.
Aint no lies here Steppe, aint no lies.
Seek help.
Woops? Now the last comment is mine again. A new attacking comment by you will follow within foreseeable time, as you take a lot of accusations from your own personality.
I aint attacking you, tell you, you have a problem with toxicity is a form of love. When people are oblivious you can take them aside and point out why, that's a form of love.
Just chill bro....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdB-8eLEW8g
One Love.
And now the last comment is mine again, again followed by another comment by MDK without any real meaning, other than him being incredibly weird.
Is this you Steppe?
Step out Mr. Steppe...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlveI7aVJas
You guys are really being weird. Seriously, causing drama on the forum of an already barely diverse game (that applies to the common server activity, not the game itself)? I'm no mod and wasn't fit for one ever, but jeez, do I need to expose this drama to the IRC?
This MDK guy really acts like the Hedgewars replica of skunk3, looking like he's stalking Steppen just like skunk3 stalked me when I showed appreciation for some incomplete server-deceased real-time game. Really goes to show how stalking and potentially trolling he is lately. Jeez.
Can't we all just get along without sniping at each other? This game doesn't have a fraction of the userbase it used to, and it saddens me to see our few remaining players spend their time fighting in the forums.
Proud member of Death's Angels for 3 billion years.
I aint stalking no one, Steppe opened his mouth and said all these things himself and still won't tell us how he got in argument with Dynamical or Ggeorge.
I put him on block also so this conversation is done (although) I'm sure Steppe will try to have another bite at the apple.
This incredibly terrible "Steppe" comments again, to say you can't undo the entire flood of shit you threw in my direction now. If there is anyone who needs to let go and stop bothering, then this really isn't me. And if you want to know why I wasn't in peace with ggeorge and why I am not in peace with dynamical, maybe cut the entire flood of nonsense beforehand to get an answer. And this guy tells others they have issues and need to see a therapist…
IT WASN'T ME IT WAS THE ONE ARMED MAN!
Keep digging Steppe Bundy, maybe you'll get to China eventually.
Wild.
Ugh, for both Jesus and Satan's sake, stop pointing fingers at people and pretending to be innocent, topic starter. You are only digging your own grave here.
I'm with Glum here, he actually has a point about this place. It's just terrible seeing this FOSS game's forum being like an out of control top Steam game's. Do we really need to have it being like TF2 (or worse, GMOD) forum disaster.
I never said I was "innocent" of telling Steppe why he's annoying as fuck. I did say if you are going to be a preachy vegan, shit all over people, and their opinions, basically for Steppe knowing enough... He is a piece of shit.
He is, basically, living in his mothers basement, or at least a care accommodation for disability, in his mid to late 30s. Eventually if you are this type of person with some kind of social/personality disorder, you're going to annoy more than one person and this is the result.
You can't just shit on people with toxic values before you piss off at least 3 or 4 members of the community... and Even Syserror kicked someone who spoke shit about me yesterday as Steppe gets his flying monkeys to do his business talking shit about me. No it wasn't Syserror but he did kick Steppe's flying monkey.
I didn't say I was innocent I just said I've had enough.
The other thing, while Steppe thinks he can run around spewing hate at people, the thing is, if at least the vast majority of people don't hate me as a person, there are a few people who actually like me.
See, and that's what happens, if at least someone likes someone, and someone else realises that someone else is spewing out toxic bile, guess which person is generally sided with in the end? It won't be Steppe.
I still think Steppe gives off future serial killer vibes. But that's the thing, eventually you know enough a person as to why a person is toxic and will eventually get under any person's skin I'll add:
Dynamical
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To the list of people Steppe has annoyed in one way or another but won't admit why or how and when you do that then go about running off to other people because you're too scared to do your own business that:
That just confirms the wounded narcissist ego type.
I'm not here to diagnose people, I do have a degree in sociology and education and can come pretty close to a formal diagnosis though and would if this weren't the internet.
I'm done with Steppe though, he'll never play another game with me, or near me.
I should start writing a book on the fictional character MDK is describing and ranting at, would probably sell well.
Deflection is a good sign of NPD you know Step Bundy? or at least ASPD. Ya know, people on the ASPD spectrum show problems with separation of self and others, have strongly opinionated and problemaic mentalisation and particularly struggle with empathy between self and others.
I've given you lots of empathy and tried to work out a middle path with you Step Bundy, however there is no middle path with you. There is your way or the highway.
Veganism, and displaying an ironically high sense of what you think is 'shit music' is problematic.
Others are allowed to have a sense of otherness that does not agree with your views and that's OK.
Your horrid ability on display here to have the last word is also a sign of ASPD/NPD.
No one has to have the last word, but you think that you do.
what the mercy heck is going on here?
Woo
Community drama in a 20 year old game with about the same number of active players.
Proud member of Death's Angels for 3 billion years.
Nothing of important note, just two users dramatically bickering with one another...